Its my second day of holiday since my last holiday.
One whole week of not thinking about work.
Have not been doing that kind of "independence" thinking for a very long time.
Yes, phone calls did come in but surprisingly I am not as warped up about them as I used to anymore.
Maybe because I am too tired to be worrying about it anymore.
Of course if I am tired, I am thinking what is the Boss feeling.
He is taking up more than 3 hats now and his physically sick at the same time.
My guess is that his tired into his bones as of now.
Maybe the 3 days rest in Avilion in PD helped but I doubt it.
I have come to a conclusion.
I will be retiring the blog site weareworldnet.blogspot.com
The idea for that was to help strengthen the bonds of the people around the team.
The experiment failed miserably.
Like the rest of my ideas.
Mostly failures.
Took stock during the last few weeks after I received LC resignation letter.
Its not that I did not expect it, but the letter it self was still a blow to the gut.
I understand the decision and I respect it.
She had more or less told me to the face that she would be going and that I should not bother to ask her to stay.
She was tired of all the problems that was blooming up everywhere.
Though most of the issues are not something that I could have resolved with the power invested in me, I do feel personally responsible because she is my a part of my team.
So I took her advice and not say anything about it.
I like working in this particular workplace.
As I feel the kinship it still gives me when I walk in.
But I also understand that not everyone likes nor see what I see in the morning.
So yeah.
Loosing people are going to hurt.
There is no way around it.
But I still believe that something great is going to happen.
Am I delusional?
Am I just self-motivating?
Can't tell you for sure but I do know one thing.
I ain't going until there is nothing left to stay.
